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I hope to use this blog as a daily record of Papa, Jesus and Holy Spirit's daily interventions in my life. They are quite daily! I don't want to travel backward, but present; not future, just today. May my every entry be clear.
I hope to use this blog as a daily record of Papa, Jesus and Holy Spirit's daily interventions in my life. They are quite daily! I don't want to travel backward, but present; not future, just today. May my every entry be clear.
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ReplyDeleteI had a wonderful, mysterious fellowship with Papa, Jesus and Holy Spirit last night. Physically in my own bed, They come and 'cover' me with refreshing rejuvenation. In the still of the night, I hear them loud and clear. There is much to learn before entering eternity. They download a lot in me in the night. I love knowing it is this way for others who seek after Papa. His attention is so detailed to each of us. I ponder this a lot.
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ReplyDeleteI am acutely aware of being set in a lonely place these days. Papa, Jesus and Holy Spirit, You want my undivided attention, and protect me from people who have chosen a longer path to the throne room. That sounds pious, doesn't it? My life isn't filled up with Harry Potter, sports, parties, the church social life, worldly or churchly career that suck time that belongs to You. Yeah, I get it.
I noticed Bill Johnson's calling takes plenty of time. He's very responsible about getting Your words to him out there, sometimes overdoing it, and regaining his balance again. His time is spent well. He surrounds himself carefully with people that share his path, that can keep a pace with him, so he is never lonely. I feel like I belong on that same path, for my writings parallel Bill and his friends. I just don't know them in person. I wouldn't know how to anyway. It's not my strength to know how to do relationships well. That's probably because I used to run with people who were running on a different path. All I know is that Papa hasn't given me a single earthly friend I can minister alongside with. It never happened.
There are some things I miss in retrospect, in every relationship I was once in. They were all lopsided foundationally, and that, in the end, was what broke all of them. I don't know anyone who sings with angels, who's been to Heaven and back, except for my daughter, and saw it as life-changing. One friend has been to Heaven and back, and marveled at the whole experience, and was unaffected in life as a result. That part is a choice.
When Papa calls us up, and we are courageous enough to just GO, it presents a choice. Will we go again? Will we wait for Him and keep it up? All my friends have chosen not to go again. Hmmm...
There is no higher calling than to nurture that supernatural relationship. We go up and cannot help be healed in some way bodily. I feel like I've been to a day spa when I return. I'm refreshed and centered and raring for ministry of love and evangelism. I want to share it and praise You Papa for the wonder of it all.
This is why the lonely. Papa, can I have one earthly friend on my path too? I'm grateful to know Bethel leadership is there. Thanks for them. I'm sad I don't know them personally.